My name is Orlagh Walker. I live in Ireland. Im mum to 12 amazing kids. I work as a counsellor/psychotherapist in my own practice and at a volunteer centre,where I specialize in loss, complex relationships and blended family issues. I lost my husband Fergus 8 years ago to a massive heart attack. I was 28 weeks pregnant with my youngest son at his time of death. I have found the journey of grief and widowhood to be the most painful yet life altering, hope filled journey of my life and I am passionate about sharing the path of hope with other widows and widowers.